I Get It. I Should Let It Go.

Cab was coming to pick me up. Woo
Unable to find a date or a gal from Tinder. It may suck.m 5 days are going to be legendary. No caption. No Instagram. No cell phone. No business. No boomerang. What would I do there? The expenditure. The early Goa cost. Where am I heading from here? What’s the aim? Should I decide or let it go? Well, I know I am different. I have to go with my guts. Probably, not fair 😂

Airport- I am nervous. I have no plans. Oh, my God. I don’t belong there. The anxiety. The last moment stage fear comes up. The lonely touch I am gonna get there is freaking me out. But what a coincidence that I watched humorously yours 3rdel episode and they show goa in it. I have always been experiencing such fanatic coincidence where I gain boost from. I hear Eminem and Taylor. Obviously, swiped many rights but I think my face has something to do with a sinner and maybe, I am punished or sentence a secret prison of not being matched. It seems so. Nothing is cool yet. I am not waiting and yes, I haven’t come with any expectations except sex, well, now it’s going to be a paid one as now I am not occupied with any company. I am writing only because I want to win a prize of tripoto competition and I haven’t traveled alone, so this will be something new.

I always wonder how airport eye contact happens. It never occurred to me. Again, maybe because I am ugly. Well, god, come on, a girl beside me on a train or plane, I deserve that.

Let’s hope for the best.

I am on the plane but the sit next to me is empty. No God doesn’t listen to me so I don’t pray but the third seat is occupied by someone really Zayn Malik. Is there any contest between me and him? Haha. I will have to find my strength out of my brains and use it where I get a hulk and handsome competition. Okay, so the whole 5 day you mean.

I realize many things before I have reached goa. I see couples, groups, solos, and oldies. They are of different categories and I can barely assume or anticipation anyone who is me 5 years later.

I get it. Money. It all that takes all. Lol. But, I have limited. Any last goa wish? I say not. Any foreigners? My face is not amiable or adorable. Okay. So sharp observation and a not pro, not candid photography. It’s going to be the most memorable experience as I have to take everything out of this with nothing with me.